Dreams Unlimited!!!

"First I was dying to finish my high school and start college and then I was dying to finish college and start working. then I was dying to marry and have children. And then I was dying for my children to grow old enough so i could go back to work. But then I was dying to retire. And now I am dying and suddenly I realized I forgot to live.

Please don't let this happen to you. Appreciate your current situation and enjoy each day."

I read these lines in a forwarded mail.True to the core. We keep doing things to satisfy ourselves but don't realize that, what we are and where we are may be a dream position for some other person. Wont say that running after dreams is not good or people should content themselves with where/whatever they are in present. One should keep fighting at each and every point , but yeah shouldn't loose his/her heart because "Kehte hain, agar kisi cheez ko dil se chaho to puri kaynat use tumse milane ki koshish mein lag jati hai.Or hindi filmon ki tarah hamari zindagi mein bhi end tak sab kuch theek hi ho jaata hai. Happys Endingz! Aur agar theek na ho to woh ‘The End’ nahin! Picture abhi baaki hai mere dost. Picture abhi baaki hai haan" . [Translation : It is said that if you want something from the bottom of your heart and soul then the entire universe tries to unite both of you. Like in our films, even in our lives every problem gets sorted out by the end. Happys Endingz! And if all is not fine, then it’s not ‘The End! The film is not over my friend. There is more to come]

It alleviated my sunken heart to some extent after the disaster or say series of disasters(Its not a disaster as such but from my perspective it is, indeed).

P.S.:- Gar Khuda ki zid Hai, yahin bijlian giraane ki,to meri bhi zid hai, yahin ashian banane ki. :)

BILLI - An untoward Ending!!!

I thought of coming back on this portal on positive note but alas!!! It was not in the fate. But still there is some positivity in it. You can say positivity in disguise of negativity. Too confusing way of word usage. Isn't it??? Anyway, well this is about my coveted dream/desire to do something big for the first time ever in life with my maximum effort till last moment. But destiny speculated by me wasn't in my side and I ended pathetically on wrong side.

Few might be wondering what I am talking about? This is all about an unpleasant ending of a race I call use to call as 'billi'. Did a blunder on the D-day and was en route failure. It would have given me a little satisfaction if I could have made it to at least first level. But I guess its just console myself over the shattered dream. Presumption & impatience in answering without reading complete detail and also taking something as too important and perfect too hurts a lot.

Anyways, Hope now I will try to be regular on this blog portal now onward. I missed to mention the positive thing out of this failure. And that is : - Now I don't have to worry whether my GD/PI dates will clash with other institutes. [;)] And hence I am saved from the hobson's choice :)