This post is more like a personal post and reader wont find anything good below.
Life has been much like a roller coaster ride since past one month, with a nauseating feeling. Done with the SP Jain interview call. Performed at the abyss. The way I started with the interview surprised myself too, tried doing damage control later but the end result was expected. I was kicked out. The whole episode was running in my mind at each and every moment for a week. The twinging effect will take some time to subside I suppose. Even after a month has been passed but the moment hasn't stopped giving me nightmares. Immediately after the interview I decided not to try for such adventure again. :-)
Now with all this resolutionary moment, I find myself standing nowhere with no idea where to go. Passing the second, minute, hour, day, week or month without any serious thought. An oxymoron, jobless with job. And this feeling is hurting hard. But whats decided is decided. I will be passing my time either reading some novel or playing some computer game or may be sometimes writing some BS till I get the point that life has something more than mentioned above.
Another thing which was keeping me busy and wasn't allowing me to come for writing something useful was my obsession toward an online game called mobwar on Facebook.
Life has been much like a roller coaster ride since past one month, with a nauseating feeling. Done with the SP Jain interview call. Performed at the abyss. The way I started with the interview surprised myself too, tried doing damage control later but the end result was expected. I was kicked out. The whole episode was running in my mind at each and every moment for a week. The twinging effect will take some time to subside I suppose. Even after a month has been passed but the moment hasn't stopped giving me nightmares. Immediately after the interview I decided not to try for such adventure again. :-)
Now with all this resolutionary moment, I find myself standing nowhere with no idea where to go. Passing the second, minute, hour, day, week or month without any serious thought. An oxymoron, jobless with job. And this feeling is hurting hard. But whats decided is decided. I will be passing my time either reading some novel or playing some computer game or may be sometimes writing some BS till I get the point that life has something more than mentioned above.
Another thing which was keeping me busy and wasn't allowing me to come for writing something useful was my obsession toward an online game called mobwar on Facebook.